I am sitting here, waiting for my coffee to brew, dreading the moment when I have to get up and clean my room. My brother and I are leaving this afternoon to drive two hours and meet my parents at the campsite. They left on Wednesday, but we’ve both had to work the last two days.
Alright, I just got up and poured my coffee. Life is okay now… I think I’m ready to start packing and cleaning. I know I haven’t read or posted much lately, and I won’t really get a chance to until Monday at least.
I just got my first paycheck last night and I feel so grown up! But I have to go open a savings account with the bank I’m using now. Ugh, human interaction and important things… I’d really rather not. It was all a lot more simple when my parents took care of everything.
“Wish we could turn back time to the good old days
When our mama sang us to sleep
But now we’re stressed out.”
I’m enjoying work. However, carhopping in pouring rain that’s being blown sideways by seriously strong wind isn’t the most fun. Anddd since I’m tired more often I’ve been neglecting the gym… sigh. Also, my ex showed up after my shift a few days ago, at like midnight, and I was awful to him and now I’ve stopped talking to him as well. I feel so bad but I just don’t know what to do anymore. I think it’s finally all over now.
I got the same damn score on my ACT as I did last time I’m so annoyed. But it’s my fault; I should have studied. My SAT was awesome except for the math… why am I so bad at math? *cries*
Alright, I really need to get started on camping prep. If you’re in the States, have a great 4th of July weekend! Well, if you’re not in the US I hope your Fourth is good too…unless you’re in England…then maybe you’ll just be mad…
My coffee is finished 😦
Love you guys xx
PS: my brother is gonna kill me. We’re making a collaborative driving playlist, and my half is basically all Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Three Days Grace, Arctic Monkeys, Theory of a Deadman, Fall Out Boy, Shinedown, and Icon for Hire. But in my defense, his whole half is probably terrible rap/hip hop soooo he can fight me.