I’m a disaster. I need a job, and I say I can’t handle one with my amount of schoolwork and responsibility, but honestly I’m sure I could if I procrastinated less and actually got shit done. My parents think I have everything so under control, and I don’t know how to tell them I don’t.
How am I going to pay for Christmas presents? Thankfully I babysat last night and got way more money than I expected so I can pay for my parking spot when I get my license on Monday (did I mention I failed my driving test three days ago?! Ugh) but I need a radio for my car because the old one decided to have an electrical fire and I don’t think I can fix it. Actually I’m probably going to have to sell the car cause it’s way too big and expensive to fix to be practical (Lincoln Towncar from the 90s, whoohoo) but I adore it so that’s going to be really difficult. And once I can drive gas is going to be so expensive – If I didn’t get chore money I would be so screwed in all aspects of my life right now.
And I really really want an SSD for my computer but it’s a good $150 that I do not have…even more if I wanted more space. Our home computer has one and I think it is definitely worth it … provided I had the money. Which I don’t. Sigh.
Okay, priorities. Parking space, then gas, then Christmas presents…hopefully I can get the radio for Christmas and not have to worry about that. Maybe I can save up for the SSD after that. I really don’t know whether I should get a job or not.
Alright, off to edit pages now. I’ve wasted the past 3 days of break and am not proud of myself at all.
Sorry for this post’s existence. Needed to sort out thoughts. I promise as soon as I’ve got everything under control I’ll be a better reader and poster. My blog is suffering right now.
Love you all ❤